hati berbunga riang

life is weird. it comes in a perfect package. sadness, happiness, pressure, problems, suprises etc.. a moment ago i was in tense, thinking of the big world on my shoulders. a moment later i was suprised by this life, how life can simply make me smile again. and yes, i'm happy again. n boleh kembali buat kerja! thanks to this great life :) and thanks to those ppl who've made my day :) luv u!

resepi sotong sumbat ( at last.. )

just now somebody asked for the recipe sotong sumbat. actually my dear fren nana pon asked for it few days ago. and not forgetting my fren's relatives ( i brought the sotong sumbat to the bukak puasa at their house once ) i terlupa sebenarnyer about it hehehe .. mase kecik2 dulu my mom suka buat sotong sumbat ni, tp i tgk je dia buat. dah siap i makan la! tp satu hari tuh i came acrossed the recipe dlm buku recipe yg my mom gave me and asked her skit2 recipe tuh. so here it goes..

1 . sotong tak kesahla bape ekor pon .. white sotong yg ade corak2 merah tuh. tanak kecik ok, agak besar.. susah gak nak cari the right size sotong and make sure it's fresh means keras tak lembik2 tuh. agak2 pjg tapak tgn tuh ker.. or kecik skit takpe, but not so small.
2. beras pulut .. actually beras pulut ni berbeza2. last time i guna floral tuh, bes! yg timbang2 kat kedai tuh tak bes
3. santan kelapa .. i usually buy the one in box tuh jer haha mcm2 brand ade, ms, ayam, dan sebagainyerrrr
4. sedikit halia dlm 1/2 cm
5. gula melaka .. kalau keret bulat tuh amik dlm half or 3/4 ok dah. bende nih mmg manislah!! it's a desert actually.
6. toothpicks .. nih untuk sepit sotong tuh ha dgn kepala dia
7. daun pandan .. ni bagi wangi jer. ikat la dia dulu before masuk dlm periuk ok


cara- cara :

1. bersihkan sotong, buang tulang2 dia tuh. jgn lupa bersihkan kepala, potong buang apa yg tak perlu. ( u shd by now, know how to clean up the sotong )
2. basuh beras pulut agak2 jumlah cukup utk sumbat dlm perut sotong2 tuh la.
3. masukkan santan dlm beras pulut yg dah dibasuh. santan sahaja bkn air! ni cam paras banjir skit2 jer. nak bagi beras tuh rendam skit dlm santan, itu jer. mcm lemang gitu!!
4. lagi bes kalau biar jer rendam dlm santan tuh seberapa ketika, setengah jam ker..
5. then u amik sotong tuh masukkan sikit beras pulut tadi. then amik hujung sudu (kat tpt pegang tuh) u cucuk2 bagi masuk beras pulut tuh dlm badan sotong bawah tuh.
6. teruskan lah bubuh beras pulut tuh sampai dekat2 nak penuh jgn bagi penuh sgt tau. then u take the kepala and masukkan dlm bdn sotong then cucuk sotong bagi lekat dgn kepala dia dgn lidi toothpick tuh
7. susun elok2 dlm periuk. then pour the remaining santan, kalau boleh bagi dia cover all the sotong. or maybe u can add some water. tp lagi bes kalau tambah santan jer lagi and bukan air hehehe
8. u bukak api kecik ok? then letak daun pandan, secubit garam, halia kecik and not forgetting the gula melaka... and jgn lupa tutup and make sure penutup dia ade lubang skit, or u sengetkan skit tutup periuk ok?
9. ok now u tunggu la sampai kuahh dia agak pekat kering. nnt dia akan tuka kaler jadik brownish or maybe even darker. jgn hangus ok! sayang jer rugiiii.. nnt dia smell very good yum yum..
10. apa lagik! next step is makan aa!! hahahaha

i watched p ramlee the musical~!

yesterday , watching p ramlee the musical was a blast!!! i love the props sgt kagum sekali ok!! and i love sean ghazi! always love. sean ghazi played the p ramlee, siti nurhaliza as azizah ( i hate her as azizah) , melissa saila as norizan (p ramlee's 2nd wife) , atilia as junaidah( p ramlee's 1st wife) and liza hanim as saloma (3rd wife) okok, i cerita from the beginning.

that was my first time to istana budaya, so me n my bestfren nana kina had no clue of what are we supposed to wear. blur ok! so mlm tuh pening fikir apa nak pakai ni!! and nana decided to wear her songket baju kurung. i also have one. then last2 i brought my dresses, skirts, pants, bl;ouse n everything to nana's house. we're supposed to siap2 kat rumah nana n go to istana budaya from there, which is nearer. the show started at 3 so patutnyer kenegerak at 2 from bdr tun razak ( rumah nana). malangnyer biasela, kitorang ni makan la n blablabla.. nearly 2.30 baru keluar rumah. n jam pulak! so last2 sampai gak istana budaya tp dah kol 3! cari parking lgai.. luckily kitorang dpt parking. and masuk dlm we met bebiri. and we waited for our tickets, i bought the tickets online. and stupid system kat istana budaya tuh mmg la teruk la isk isk.. system down plak,, so kitorang kene tunggu lama nak redeem our tickets. bengang ni. teater dah half n hour started. both of us dah komplen silently isk isk. rugi dah start.. isk takdpt tgk.. isk isk.. blabla... then last2 the indian guy gave us our ticket, and suprisingly!! he gave us the RM180 seats! stalls seats. bes banget!! kan kan.. i love! we paid for rm50 tickets yer la mana mampu tgh sengkek2 ni nak beli tiket rm100. baru habiskan duit gi mlk a week before. so we had fun watching p ramlee musical! hahahaha

i was really amazed by the way they set up the props! amazing! siap ade kepala train ok! and a car dlm set tuh. mmg salut to the props team! and sean ghazi was amazing. yes he's handsome but he's also a good singer and actor. i know he is! and nana tiba2 suka seanghazi ok! last AIM i told nana bout sean ghazi dia kata tak hensem la, tak bes la. now this time she admitted that sean ghazi mmg hensem :) and i love melissa saila! she rocks! mmg sgt bes and she showed a powerful and dominant character of nofizan in that play. i love melissa saila! just that dia nyanyi tak bes. but overall, her expression, tones.. everything's perfect. and i saw some celebrities, which i don't recognize them. gila la kalau terlanggar terjatuh konpem tak kenal nih!! n i met my exschoolmate, she's thinner! and i finally met bebiri's m****** . then we took pictures. i like the p ramlee musical's t shirt tp mahalla, rm100 each. takper la next time. and we had fun! after that we went straight to jalan tar. plan nak makan laksa seribu rasa. the marveles laksa seribu rasa!! tp kene tuka baju dulu ok! we parked kat sogo and walked to the jln tar. i had to change my jeans to a skirt sbb hujan, nnt basah2 my jeans. hahah. so nway cari nyer cari tak ada!! org tuh tak dtgjual kat pasar mlm ari ni!! so we had to settle down with laksa org lain which is tak sedap! arghhh tak dpt merasa nikmat a bowl of laksa! n we decided to eat something else. n i bought wadey and rojak singapore. hahaha jln2 pasar mlm bes jugak tau! then we went back to sogo to try some perfumes. i aimed dkny green apple and new paco rabbane rose . yes! mmg bes gila la dkny delicious green apple tuh. waa bes bes. later after this im gonna put up my wish list, erk, birthday wish list hehehe. then we tried the kenneth cole black for men. yes mmg bes. ilike!! then i tried apa tah kenneth cole for women, tp bes gak.. a soft n fresh smell. nana likes the britney spears midnight something.. bes jugak.. then both of us kene halau by the salesman. and everybody's watching us. sogo dah tutup!! kitorang tak sedar. hehehehe .
so that's my saturday! had a wonderful saturday. hope for a wonderful weekends ahead :)

currenlty listening to patty smyth & don harley sometimes love just ain't enough

yayaya thanks dell

yayey! thanks to dear dell! now i dah dpt new idea for my fyp proposal no 3. :D happy smiling ear to ear. baru teringat that i love coffee! so why dont i do something about coffee ? hehehe.. yes i love coffee. salu org ltak byk sugar in their black coffee. ops i loveblack coffee jer bkn white coffee. i usually letak i sachet of sugar, err 3/4 kot. or 1 teaspoon of sugar. once i rdered black coffee i said bubuh 1 sudu gula ok? dtg jer coffee tuh rasa manis. mesti dia buh tablespoon bkn teaspoon ni. wahh tabbes nyer.

sleepy day

im very sleepy, boring sbb tak ada keje kat nak buat. what should i do know? currently listening to the bon jovi bed of roses. colleague gave me this cd mp3 bonjovi and i like it! tataula nak buat apa kan, nak update blog pon tatau apa nak cerita. boss sume tak de, dah keluar. so i boleh chat a kot. tp guna meebo jer. tp bosan jugk.macane aa??? arghh!!

hungry!!!

it's 5.30 and i'm hungry! i had lunch earlier but now tetiba dah hungry!! sakit perooottt... waaa. agaknya before ni tak berfikir lama, bercuti sakan. now seharian berfikir terus cepat lapar :(

yea, this is my first day of work . sbb tuh cepat lapar :(

The average Libra female is highly intellectual and has amazing powers of analysis

The LIBRA Woman
And so she went on taking first one side
and then another and making quite a conversation of
it altogether...
She generally gave herself very good advice (though she seldom followed it) ...
Once a child asked me a question that wasn't easy to answer. "Why is it," he wanted to know, "that ladies wear trousers and men use pretty smelling cologne?" In typical Aries style, I dashed off an impulsive reply. "Well," I told him quickly, before he could think of any more em­barrassing riddles, "that's because there's a little bit of woman in every man, and there's a little bit of man in every woman. Now let's play checkers."
Looking back, I'm rather proud of my instant Mars wisdom. That statement is true to some degree of all the Sun signs, and it's super-true of Libra. You can find a trace of the opposite sex in the most virile, rugged Libran male, and Venus plays the same trick on the female scale balancer.
She may be as dainty as a fluffy, white bunny and she may whisper with gentle persuasion. She can dress in silks and laces, and her hair can smell of fragrant cologne. She might even look like a little doll you could lift with one hand (though a Taurus or Sagittarius ascendant would make her considerably more hefty). But with all her femininity, sweet mannerisms and lovely grace, this girl wears a pair of trousers with surprising ease, and they'll fit her rather neatly. Her mental processes operate with male logic and they can match yours in any discussion you care to start. They can even top yours on occasion, although the female side of the Libra woman is usually too smart to let you catch on to that until you're safely past the honeymoon. During the mating season, she'll be careful not to beat you at chess, but she won't hide her sharp mind behind those soft dimples forever. EventuaBy, you'll be treated to a display of her brain power.

Most Libra women will air their clever wits any time a subject appears with the slightest possibility of debate. It could be anything from why you shouldn't wear button down collars to what's keeping you from getting a raise at work. (She'll feel the latter is partly your fault and partly your boss's fault. Everything with Libra ends up as six of one and half a dozen of another-just so it all comes out even.) If you refuse to rise to the bait, she'll argue with herself. A Libra girl can start a donnybrook alone, pursue it alone and finish it alone, in a grand flourish. Your only contribution may be "But why?" or "I don't think so," but sometimes that's all she needs to deliver a brilliant monologue, which may last for an hour or more. Through it all, however, you'll probably be drowning in her charm. She'll turn on that unbearably delicious smile every third sentence or so, and you'll end up changing your mind as effortlessly as she changes her sex by taking over the man's prerogative, then switching back to a cuddly love bunny. She'll convince you with pure clear logic. You won't lose much-except your pride, and you'll hardly miss that, under the spell of that gentle Libran smile. She's usually right, because her final decisions are as carefully considered as those of the Supreme Court. Libran females don't need much encouragement to start a verbal comparison going between any two points of view. A politically active season will give her lots of chances to sharpen her rhetoric and her argumentative talents. She makes a great political worker, once she's made up her mind which side and which candidate is right.
Aside from the typical Libra penchant for weighing everything twice to make sure she didn't miss a point, she can be quite a lot of woman for a man who's interested in romance or companionship or both. Her tendency to argue is really based on a sincere desire to reach an im­partial decision. It could be worse. At least she doesn't make up her own rules as she goes along, or stubbornly resist all reason, like women born under some other Sun signs. Besides, most of her opinions are presented with diplomatic tact, which somewhat softens the blow.
Perhaps the best way to get you to appreciate your Libra woman is to give you a quick rundown on what you would face with other Sun signs in a simple situation. Let's say you're discussing the subject of calling cards. Should people use them today, is it old-fashioned, and what should they look like? Take a fast flight around the zodiac. Pre­tend you're the only man in a room with twelve women. (That should be a pleasant supposition.) The discussion would run something like this:

Aries: Don't need them. I use the telephone. Taurus: It's rare that I go calling. People visit me. Gemini: Calling cards! Who has time for calling cards?
Leo: Well, if they were really wild, and impressive look­ing-
Virgo: I'll have to check Emily Post and see exactly what she says.
Sagittarius: My gawd! You mean people stffl take time for that junk?
Scorpio: If they're not home, they miss me. Ifs their loss, not mine.
Aquarius: I wonder if it's raining outside? I thought I heard thunder.
Cancer: Cards are so impersonal. I'd rather write a note.
Pisces: I always sense when people aren't there, and I only I call on them when I get a subliminal message they want to see me.
Capricorn: The custom is perfectly proper. But there's no I point in discussing the design. If it's not en- graved, it's not a calling card.
Libra; Well, it all depends. If you want to do the correct thing, you should have them. It's a charming gesture. On the other hand, using them might seem pre­tentious today, and the modern woman is too busy to bother with them. Of course, you have to con­sider the reason behind the custom. Then again, there are people who can't afford calling cards. If if's a strain on the budget, they aren't really neces­sary. Looking at the other side of it, however, I can't help feeling the beauty and grace of yesterday is missing in today's frantic pace, so it might be money well spent. I suppose they should be en­graved. Yet, it's true that something different would reflect the individual personality. A creative person could design his own. But such individual cards might be misunderstood by very social people, you know? I mean, the Rockefellers would think it was gauche. On reflection, who calls on the Rocke­fellers? Your own friends would love your being original, but plain engraving is probably more ac­ceptable. At least I think it should be. But still-well ...
Now she's run out of pros and cons, and she frowns slightly, under the strain of sorting out her own arguments and trying to dredge up an actual, firm decision from the lot.

You can see the Libran female is nothing if not fair, and committed to balanced judgment all around. You may get a little bored with her digressions on mundane subjects such as calling cards, but you'll sincerely appreciate her efforts at fairness, and her ability to judge correctly by weighing all sides, when it comes to something that really matters. Other women might toss off opinions that reflect their own individual natures, and seldom care much about what you think, or about a fair answer. To a Libra woman, there's no such thing as what she thinks is right. Your opinion deserves as much respect as hers and Plato's, until the decision is made, based on the flaws in her arguments, yours and all the philosophers.
Most Venus girls work both before and after marriage. They seek cash for the lovely things it can buy. The Libra bird needs lots of fine feathers for her luxurious nest. She loves beautiful clothes, expensive perfumes, classical music and-did somebody say she was masculine? Yes, I did. One side of her. But you will barely notice her hard head when it wears such pretty hair-dos. Mostly, Libran women need plentiful sums of money to remove them from the squalor and ugliness of discordant surroundings, which can actually make them emotionally and physically ill. But there's another reason she works, another reason she wants money. Her man. If there's one thing a Libra female treasures above all else on this temporal earth, it's the man she's chosen to love, honor and manage.
She hates to play solitaire. Partnerships, in both business and romance, constitute her deepest .need. She doesn't like to work alone, and she's literally incapable of living alone. libra women who visit astrologers have only two questions they really care about. If it's not one, it's always the other. Either: "When will I meet someone I really love?" or "When will I find someone to go into business with me?" With her, marriage is a joint venture, and the rules are almost as strict as those in a corporate setup. You are the president of the association, and you're honored as such. She's the chairman of the board, who will keep you from making mistakes, in her own feminine, protective way. Her nature is built for teamwork. She'll want to participate in as many of your interests and activities as possible. She's willing to entertain in her husband's behalf, and she's female enough to follow his lead when he wants to change his career, move to another city, or cultivate new friends. That's all his department. She's only there to smooth the way and be sure he doesn't goof anything by impulsive actions and ill-considered judgment.
You really have to give her credit. The typical Libra woman has no desire to be a stone around her husband's neck. She simply wants to remove all the stones in his path. She's not nearly as domineering on the surface as she is inwardly, because the last thing she wants to do is make a lot of positive statements you can hold her responsible for later. She'll tread gently in most cases (unless she has an Aries ascendant-and if you're mixed up with a woman who had a double cardinal influence like that at birth, you have a sizable problem).

The average Libra female is highly intellectual and has amazing powers of analysis, which can be a real help in solving your business problems. She seldom lets her emo­tions keep her from dispassionate decision or a-balanced view, and she can usually give you better advice than your banker. Naturally, her abilities along these lines can cover a multitude of vices. Not only that, but if she's a typical Venus girl, she offers her pearls of wisdom on a silver platter of charm and amiable suggestion. Her iron hand wears a soft, velvet glove, and she can nudge you off the wrong track and in the right direction so gently, you'll swear the switch was entirely your own idea. An Aries, Scorpio, Leo or Taurus man will normally put his Libran wife on a pedestal and worship her. That's only fair, because she worships him, too. Outsiders who visit the love nest of a properly mated Libran and her husband may feel as though they were seeing Adam and Eve, before the snake came along and spoiled everything. (Two Librans wed to each other invariably become cooing lovebirds or snarling adversaries. They'll go to one extreme or the other, sometimes on a permanent basis, sometimes every other day.)
There are many rewards when you're living with a Libra female. She'll never open your mail. It simply wouldn't occur to her to be so dishonorable. She'll never reveal your business secrets to your friends or embarrass you in front of your boss. She'll probably charm him into submission, too, with the same smile she used to melt your heart when you first met her. There are some Libra women with afflicted Mars positions who may over-indulge in excessive emotions at times, or eat and drink more than is good for them, but they're few and far between. Even if a Venus female does occasionally trip over her own scales, sooner or later she'll gracefully achieve her normal state of heavenly harmony. There will be moments when you'll wonder if she's an angel or devil, but the angels fight on her side more often than not.
You probably won't complain of lack of physical proof of her love, because she's as sentimental as old lace, and as affectionate as a woman has any right to be. Although she's sincere about her billing and cooing, those sweet glances, tender touches, warm hugs and frequent kisses are also a pretty effective smokescreen for her hidden mascu­line drive. There's no law that says sincerity can't have a practical application.
Your home may look like one of those magazine ads for wall-to-wall carpeting. The colors will harmonize, and the furniture will be in good taste. Pictures will hang straight, and meals will usually be served on time. With most Venus girls you can also count on cloth napk^s, sterling silver, flowers on the table, good china, candlelight, wine, soft music and a balanced menu. Taking into consideration her clever mind and her sparkling wit, there's not a whole lot more you could ask. Being a woman is sort of a lifetime occupation to her, and she's bound to arrive at perfection somewhere along the line. The masculine side of her will rarely disturb you, unless you're one of those impossible males who want to go shouting around like King Henry

VIII and expecting the women in your life to behave like obedient consorts, fearful of losing their heads if they gay anything other than "yes" or "no." Your Libran con­sort will definitely say more than "yes" or "no." She likes to talk. But she'll also make a flattering listener, when you have a need for a good audience. This woman is both tough and soft at the same time, and it's not every female who can manage that delicate balancing act.
Her sweet manners and smooth ability to cool your fevered brow can lead you to think she's weak and helpless, or that she'll be fluttery and feminine when a crisis erupts. If so, you're much mistaken. That dear, womanly little creature is composed of nine parts steel. Just because you missed it when she was shrewdly and bravely planning to hook you during those early chess games when she kept letting you beat her, you shouldn't remain blind forever. Open your eyes wide the next time there's a family emergency, and see who keeps the boat from rocking. Who really does it, I mean. The truth needn't rob you of your masculinity. No one but you will know how much you need her helping hand at the helm when things get choppy. Shell never brag about it, or take anything away from you-except a large part of the responsibility. Be grateful she's so dependable. Besides, she looks kind of cute when she wears her slacks to garden or to the super­market, doesn't she? Women in trousers are all right, as long as they have enough sense to wear frilly organdy to parties and slinky silk in privacy. She does. One of her most valuable assets is her ability to hide her sharp, keen mind behind utter femininity.
The children will be loved and tenderly cared for by a Libra mother, but in all honesty, they will come in a poor second to you. They're junior partners, but you are the president of the company, and shell never forget that basic fact. They'll get a large chunk of her heart, but she'll never allow them to steal the comer she gave to you before they came along. If their play interferes with your rest, she can be pretty strict, and if they disobey you, shell be angrier than if they disobeyed her. The youngsters will be sweet and clean as infants, neat and polite as adults-unless you spoil them and she doesn't interfere because you're the lord and master. It's just another one of those decisions she may leave in your hands so she can avoid making the wrong judgment The Libra mother is normally gentle, yet quite firm when the need arises. Her children are never neglected or ignored, but the truth of the matter is that the reason she wanted to become a mother in the first place was so she could give you more happiness that way. One of the first things she'll teach them when they learn their prayers is to say, "God bless Daddy." She'll never permit them to disrespect their father. Still, if you get a little over­bearing, she's a pretty soft pillow for their tears, and she may sneak them a peppermint stick behind your back when you've put your foot down too severely.

It's true that she may nibble on sweets too often and get fat. She may linger too long at the dance or over the wine bottle. There may be times when she's a little bossy, and Other moments when she talks your ear off. But these things will only occur when her emotional scales are temporarily off balance. They will never fail to settle into even steadiness when the occasional dipping is over. Un­less somebody stands there with his foot on one of them, Libran scales always eventually balance themselves. If one side is a little low, add some affection and it will rise. If the other side drops from the weight of too much sad­ness, lighten it with understanding and her-beautiful har­mony will return.
What other woman could look like a princess when you take her to the ball, then turn right around, lace up her boots, zip up her red plaid lumber jacket, and help you saw logs for the fireplace? She has sweetness enough for the first and strength enough for the second. If her name is Peg, you'll be whistling "Peg-0-My-Heart." If it's Sally . or Mary, you'll happily hum "My Gal Sal" or sing "Mary Is a Grand Old Name." In case the song writers have forgotten to pay her a tribute, write your own melody in waltz time, with a good, strong beat, and dedicate it to your Libra woman. Fortissimo.

adusduss.. byk giler! but that's me!