Monday, February 18, 2008
im trapped!
i used to love my well planned life. ive everything well planned till 5 years ahead. ive stated my plan in my first entry for this blog. tp last2.. tah la.. somebody, a fren came into my life and tell me its not wrong.. i wont get hurt.. my life would be ok. nothings gonna change. and i took him into my life.. and i treated him so good. that noone would ever believe that i never loved him. i asked him to give me some time.. from time to time he asked me wether i love him or not.. i said im sorry, no.. it takes time.. but what i never realized is that.. i dah sayang dia! lama.. maybe i was just too afraid to admit it.. cos i dont want to get hurt.. but recently i kept telling him that i love him now. he said, he doesnt love me the way he used to nmore. bole ke mcm tuh? and im hurt.. badly hurt inside.. that i can't handle this pain. how am igonna live? gonna study.. work? for the upcoming months?? does he ever know what he has done to my heart? to my life? to my future? to my plan? does he ever think of that before? i told him many times.. he wouldnt listen. and now he keeps on avoiding me.. never return my call nmore.. rarely sms me.. yes even a dumb person would notice the changes. i wish i never knew him in the beginning..
something i found years back.. on love
When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance. When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also chance. The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice. When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate all the same, that's choice. Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make. Regarding soul-mates, there's a beautiful movie quote about this that I believe is so true: "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen." I do believe that soul-mates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul-mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul-mates is still a choice we have to make. We become happy in love not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...
Friday, December 14, 2007
lil thought ..
Alcohol Joke 1:
A man is sitting at a bar. The bartender makes him an offer: he will give him a sip of many different drinks and if the barfly can identify what it is and where its from he will get to drink it.
The barfly takes a sip of the first one.
“Vodka from Russia” the man is right and the bartender hands him a full cup.
He then takes a sip of the second one.
“Tequila from Mexico”.
He goes on to name many more and eventually the bartender gets pissed off and fills a cup with piss. The barfly takes a sip …
“That’s piss!” he screams.
“Yeah, but whose?” replies the bartender.
Alcohol Joke 2:
A guy walks into a bar looking real down in the dumps. The bartender notices this and asks the guy what is wrong.
“My wife told me if I ever come home drunk again, she was going to divorce me.”
The bartender tells the guy he has nothing to worry about, it was probably just a threat. The guy agrees with the bartender and proceeds to get drunk. After more shots of rum and tequila than he can count, the man is sitting with his face down at the bar and pukes all over his shirt.
After realizing what he had done, the man starts to panic.
“What am I going to do?! My wife is going to kick me out of the house and take everything I’ve got!”
The bartender calms him down and tells him to stick a $20 bill in his shirt pocket and tell his wife it was some other drunk who puked all over him and he gave him the twenty to cover for the shirt.
After a couple cups of coffee the guy drives home to find his wife packing her bags.
He starts to explain what happened to his shirt and he pulls out two $20 bills to show his wife.
Wondering why the man gave her husband $40 instead of the $20 as explained, the wife asks “What’s the other $20 bill for?”
The husband replies “He shit in my pants too.”
Alcohol Joke 3:
A man walks into a bar, sits down and orders a Bud. He says “Give me a beer before problems start!”
The bartender doesn’t understand but gives the man the beer. After 15 minutes the man orders a beer again saying “Give me a beer before problems start!”.
The bartender looks a little bit confused but pours the man a beer. This goes on the whole night and after the 15th beer the bartender is totally confused and asks the man,
“What do you mean with before problems start, when are you going to pay for the beers you drunk?”
The man answers “You see right now the problems start!”
A man is sitting at a bar. The bartender makes him an offer: he will give him a sip of many different drinks and if the barfly can identify what it is and where its from he will get to drink it.
The barfly takes a sip of the first one.
“Vodka from Russia” the man is right and the bartender hands him a full cup.
He then takes a sip of the second one.
“Tequila from Mexico”.
He goes on to name many more and eventually the bartender gets pissed off and fills a cup with piss. The barfly takes a sip …
“That’s piss!” he screams.
“Yeah, but whose?” replies the bartender.
Alcohol Joke 2:
A guy walks into a bar looking real down in the dumps. The bartender notices this and asks the guy what is wrong.
“My wife told me if I ever come home drunk again, she was going to divorce me.”
The bartender tells the guy he has nothing to worry about, it was probably just a threat. The guy agrees with the bartender and proceeds to get drunk. After more shots of rum and tequila than he can count, the man is sitting with his face down at the bar and pukes all over his shirt.
After realizing what he had done, the man starts to panic.
“What am I going to do?! My wife is going to kick me out of the house and take everything I’ve got!”
The bartender calms him down and tells him to stick a $20 bill in his shirt pocket and tell his wife it was some other drunk who puked all over him and he gave him the twenty to cover for the shirt.
After a couple cups of coffee the guy drives home to find his wife packing her bags.
He starts to explain what happened to his shirt and he pulls out two $20 bills to show his wife.
Wondering why the man gave her husband $40 instead of the $20 as explained, the wife asks “What’s the other $20 bill for?”
The husband replies “He shit in my pants too.”
Alcohol Joke 3:
A man walks into a bar, sits down and orders a Bud. He says “Give me a beer before problems start!”
The bartender doesn’t understand but gives the man the beer. After 15 minutes the man orders a beer again saying “Give me a beer before problems start!”.
The bartender looks a little bit confused but pours the man a beer. This goes on the whole night and after the 15th beer the bartender is totally confused and asks the man,
“What do you mean with before problems start, when are you going to pay for the beers you drunk?”
The man answers “You see right now the problems start!”
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
hati berbunga riang
life is weird. it comes in a perfect package. sadness, happiness, pressure, problems, suprises etc.. a moment ago i was in tense, thinking of the big world on my shoulders. a moment later i was suprised by this life, how life can simply make me smile again. and yes, i'm happy again. n boleh kembali buat kerja! thanks to this great life :) and thanks to those ppl who've made my day :) luv u!
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
resepi sotong sumbat ( at last.. )
just now somebody asked for the recipe sotong sumbat. actually my dear fren nana pon asked for it few days ago. and not forgetting my fren's relatives ( i brought the sotong sumbat to the bukak puasa at their house once ) i terlupa sebenarnyer about it hehehe .. mase kecik2 dulu my mom suka buat sotong sumbat ni, tp i tgk je dia buat. dah siap i makan la! tp satu hari tuh i came acrossed the recipe dlm buku recipe yg my mom gave me and asked her skit2 recipe tuh. so here it goes..
1 . sotong tak kesahla bape ekor pon .. white sotong yg ade corak2 merah tuh. tanak kecik ok, agak besar.. susah gak nak cari the right size sotong and make sure it's fresh means keras tak lembik2 tuh. agak2 pjg tapak tgn tuh ker.. or kecik skit takpe, but not so small.
2. beras pulut .. actually beras pulut ni berbeza2. last time i guna floral tuh, bes! yg timbang2 kat kedai tuh tak bes
3. santan kelapa .. i usually buy the one in box tuh jer haha mcm2 brand ade, ms, ayam, dan sebagainyerrrr
4. sedikit halia dlm 1/2 cm
5. gula melaka .. kalau keret bulat tuh amik dlm half or 3/4 ok dah. bende nih mmg manislah!! it's a desert actually.
6. toothpicks .. nih untuk sepit sotong tuh ha dgn kepala dia
7. daun pandan .. ni bagi wangi jer. ikat la dia dulu before masuk dlm periuk ok
cara- cara :
1. bersihkan sotong, buang tulang2 dia tuh. jgn lupa bersihkan kepala, potong buang apa yg tak perlu. ( u shd by now, know how to clean up the sotong )
2. basuh beras pulut agak2 jumlah cukup utk sumbat dlm perut sotong2 tuh la.
3. masukkan santan dlm beras pulut yg dah dibasuh. santan sahaja bkn air! ni cam paras banjir skit2 jer. nak bagi beras tuh rendam skit dlm santan, itu jer. mcm lemang gitu!!
4. lagi bes kalau biar jer rendam dlm santan tuh seberapa ketika, setengah jam ker..
5. then u amik sotong tuh masukkan sikit beras pulut tadi. then amik hujung sudu (kat tpt pegang tuh) u cucuk2 bagi masuk beras pulut tuh dlm badan sotong bawah tuh.
6. teruskan lah bubuh beras pulut tuh sampai dekat2 nak penuh jgn bagi penuh sgt tau. then u take the kepala and masukkan dlm bdn sotong then cucuk sotong bagi lekat dgn kepala dia dgn lidi toothpick tuh
7. susun elok2 dlm periuk. then pour the remaining santan, kalau boleh bagi dia cover all the sotong. or maybe u can add some water. tp lagi bes kalau tambah santan jer lagi and bukan air hehehe
8. u bukak api kecik ok? then letak daun pandan, secubit garam, halia kecik and not forgetting the gula melaka... and jgn lupa tutup and make sure penutup dia ade lubang skit, or u sengetkan skit tutup periuk ok?
9. ok now u tunggu la sampai kuahh dia agak pekat kering. nnt dia akan tuka kaler jadik brownish or maybe even darker. jgn hangus ok! sayang jer rugiiii.. nnt dia smell very good yum yum..
10. apa lagik! next step is makan aa!! hahahaha
1 . sotong tak kesahla bape ekor pon .. white sotong yg ade corak2 merah tuh. tanak kecik ok, agak besar.. susah gak nak cari the right size sotong and make sure it's fresh means keras tak lembik2 tuh. agak2 pjg tapak tgn tuh ker.. or kecik skit takpe, but not so small.
2. beras pulut .. actually beras pulut ni berbeza2. last time i guna floral tuh, bes! yg timbang2 kat kedai tuh tak bes
3. santan kelapa .. i usually buy the one in box tuh jer haha mcm2 brand ade, ms, ayam, dan sebagainyerrrr
4. sedikit halia dlm 1/2 cm
5. gula melaka .. kalau keret bulat tuh amik dlm half or 3/4 ok dah. bende nih mmg manislah!! it's a desert actually.
6. toothpicks .. nih untuk sepit sotong tuh ha dgn kepala dia
7. daun pandan .. ni bagi wangi jer. ikat la dia dulu before masuk dlm periuk ok
cara- cara :
1. bersihkan sotong, buang tulang2 dia tuh. jgn lupa bersihkan kepala, potong buang apa yg tak perlu. ( u shd by now, know how to clean up the sotong )
2. basuh beras pulut agak2 jumlah cukup utk sumbat dlm perut sotong2 tuh la.
3. masukkan santan dlm beras pulut yg dah dibasuh. santan sahaja bkn air! ni cam paras banjir skit2 jer. nak bagi beras tuh rendam skit dlm santan, itu jer. mcm lemang gitu!!
4. lagi bes kalau biar jer rendam dlm santan tuh seberapa ketika, setengah jam ker..
5. then u amik sotong tuh masukkan sikit beras pulut tadi. then amik hujung sudu (kat tpt pegang tuh) u cucuk2 bagi masuk beras pulut tuh dlm badan sotong bawah tuh.
6. teruskan lah bubuh beras pulut tuh sampai dekat2 nak penuh jgn bagi penuh sgt tau. then u take the kepala and masukkan dlm bdn sotong then cucuk sotong bagi lekat dgn kepala dia dgn lidi toothpick tuh
7. susun elok2 dlm periuk. then pour the remaining santan, kalau boleh bagi dia cover all the sotong. or maybe u can add some water. tp lagi bes kalau tambah santan jer lagi and bukan air hehehe
8. u bukak api kecik ok? then letak daun pandan, secubit garam, halia kecik and not forgetting the gula melaka... and jgn lupa tutup and make sure penutup dia ade lubang skit, or u sengetkan skit tutup periuk ok?
9. ok now u tunggu la sampai kuahh dia agak pekat kering. nnt dia akan tuka kaler jadik brownish or maybe even darker. jgn hangus ok! sayang jer rugiiii.. nnt dia smell very good yum yum..
10. apa lagik! next step is makan aa!! hahahaha
Sunday, November 4, 2007
i watched p ramlee the musical~!
yesterday , watching p ramlee the musical was a blast!!! i love the props sgt kagum sekali ok!! and i love sean ghazi! always love. sean ghazi played the p ramlee, siti nurhaliza as azizah ( i hate her as azizah) , melissa saila as norizan (p ramlee's 2nd wife) , atilia as junaidah( p ramlee's 1st wife) and liza hanim as saloma (3rd wife) okok, i cerita from the beginning.
that was my first time to istana budaya, so me n my bestfren nana kina had no clue of what are we supposed to wear. blur ok! so mlm tuh pening fikir apa nak pakai ni!! and nana decided to wear her songket baju kurung. i also have one. then last2 i brought my dresses, skirts, pants, bl;ouse n everything to nana's house. we're supposed to siap2 kat rumah nana n go to istana budaya from there, which is nearer. the show started at 3 so patutnyer kenegerak at 2 from bdr tun razak ( rumah nana). malangnyer biasela, kitorang ni makan la n blablabla.. nearly 2.30 baru keluar rumah. n jam pulak! so last2 sampai gak istana budaya tp dah kol 3! cari parking lgai.. luckily kitorang dpt parking. and masuk dlm we met bebiri. and we waited for our tickets, i bought the tickets online. and stupid system kat istana budaya tuh mmg la teruk la isk isk.. system down plak,, so kitorang kene tunggu lama nak redeem our tickets. bengang ni. teater dah half n hour started. both of us dah komplen silently isk isk. rugi dah start.. isk takdpt tgk.. isk isk.. blabla... then last2 the indian guy gave us our ticket, and suprisingly!! he gave us the RM180 seats! stalls seats. bes banget!! kan kan.. i love! we paid for rm50 tickets yer la mana mampu tgh sengkek2 ni nak beli tiket rm100. baru habiskan duit gi mlk a week before. so we had fun watching p ramlee musical! hahahaha
i was really amazed by the way they set up the props! amazing! siap ade kepala train ok! and a car dlm set tuh. mmg salut to the props team! and sean ghazi was amazing. yes he's handsome but he's also a good singer and actor. i know he is! and nana tiba2 suka seanghazi ok! last AIM i told nana bout sean ghazi dia kata tak hensem la, tak bes la. now this time she admitted that sean ghazi mmg hensem :) and i love melissa saila! she rocks! mmg sgt bes and she showed a powerful and dominant character of nofizan in that play. i love melissa saila! just that dia nyanyi tak bes. but overall, her expression, tones.. everything's perfect. and i saw some celebrities, which i don't recognize them. gila la kalau terlanggar terjatuh konpem tak kenal nih!! n i met my exschoolmate, she's thinner! and i finally met bebiri's m****** . then we took pictures. i like the p ramlee musical's t shirt tp mahalla, rm100 each. takper la next time. and we had fun! after that we went straight to jalan tar. plan nak makan laksa seribu rasa. the marveles laksa seribu rasa!! tp kene tuka baju dulu ok! we parked kat sogo and walked to the jln tar. i had to change my jeans to a skirt sbb hujan, nnt basah2 my jeans. hahah. so nway cari nyer cari tak ada!! org tuh tak dtgjual kat pasar mlm ari ni!! so we had to settle down with laksa org lain which is tak sedap! arghhh tak dpt merasa nikmat a bowl of laksa! n we decided to eat something else. n i bought wadey and rojak singapore. hahaha jln2 pasar mlm bes jugak tau! then we went back to sogo to try some perfumes. i aimed dkny green apple and new paco rabbane rose . yes! mmg bes gila la dkny delicious green apple tuh. waa bes bes. later after this im gonna put up my wish list, erk, birthday wish list hehehe. then we tried the kenneth cole black for men. yes mmg bes. ilike!! then i tried apa tah kenneth cole for women, tp bes gak.. a soft n fresh smell. nana likes the britney spears midnight something.. bes jugak.. then both of us kene halau by the salesman. and everybody's watching us. sogo dah tutup!! kitorang tak sedar. hehehehe .
so that's my saturday! had a wonderful saturday. hope for a wonderful weekends ahead :)
currenlty listening to patty smyth & don harley sometimes love just ain't enough
that was my first time to istana budaya, so me n my bestfren nana kina had no clue of what are we supposed to wear. blur ok! so mlm tuh pening fikir apa nak pakai ni!! and nana decided to wear her songket baju kurung. i also have one. then last2 i brought my dresses, skirts, pants, bl;ouse n everything to nana's house. we're supposed to siap2 kat rumah nana n go to istana budaya from there, which is nearer. the show started at 3 so patutnyer kenegerak at 2 from bdr tun razak ( rumah nana). malangnyer biasela, kitorang ni makan la n blablabla.. nearly 2.30 baru keluar rumah. n jam pulak! so last2 sampai gak istana budaya tp dah kol 3! cari parking lgai.. luckily kitorang dpt parking. and masuk dlm we met bebiri. and we waited for our tickets, i bought the tickets online. and stupid system kat istana budaya tuh mmg la teruk la isk isk.. system down plak,, so kitorang kene tunggu lama nak redeem our tickets. bengang ni. teater dah half n hour started. both of us dah komplen silently isk isk. rugi dah start.. isk takdpt tgk.. isk isk.. blabla... then last2 the indian guy gave us our ticket, and suprisingly!! he gave us the RM180 seats! stalls seats. bes banget!! kan kan.. i love! we paid for rm50 tickets yer la mana mampu tgh sengkek2 ni nak beli tiket rm100. baru habiskan duit gi mlk a week before. so we had fun watching p ramlee musical! hahahaha
i was really amazed by the way they set up the props! amazing! siap ade kepala train ok! and a car dlm set tuh. mmg salut to the props team! and sean ghazi was amazing. yes he's handsome but he's also a good singer and actor. i know he is! and nana tiba2 suka seanghazi ok! last AIM i told nana bout sean ghazi dia kata tak hensem la, tak bes la. now this time she admitted that sean ghazi mmg hensem :) and i love melissa saila! she rocks! mmg sgt bes and she showed a powerful and dominant character of nofizan in that play. i love melissa saila! just that dia nyanyi tak bes. but overall, her expression, tones.. everything's perfect. and i saw some celebrities, which i don't recognize them. gila la kalau terlanggar terjatuh konpem tak kenal nih!! n i met my exschoolmate, she's thinner! and i finally met bebiri's m****** . then we took pictures. i like the p ramlee musical's t shirt tp mahalla, rm100 each. takper la next time. and we had fun! after that we went straight to jalan tar. plan nak makan laksa seribu rasa. the marveles laksa seribu rasa!! tp kene tuka baju dulu ok! we parked kat sogo and walked to the jln tar. i had to change my jeans to a skirt sbb hujan, nnt basah2 my jeans. hahah. so nway cari nyer cari tak ada!! org tuh tak dtgjual kat pasar mlm ari ni!! so we had to settle down with laksa org lain which is tak sedap! arghhh tak dpt merasa nikmat a bowl of laksa! n we decided to eat something else. n i bought wadey and rojak singapore. hahaha jln2 pasar mlm bes jugak tau! then we went back to sogo to try some perfumes. i aimed dkny green apple and new paco rabbane rose . yes! mmg bes gila la dkny delicious green apple tuh. waa bes bes. later after this im gonna put up my wish list, erk, birthday wish list hehehe. then we tried the kenneth cole black for men. yes mmg bes. ilike!! then i tried apa tah kenneth cole for women, tp bes gak.. a soft n fresh smell. nana likes the britney spears midnight something.. bes jugak.. then both of us kene halau by the salesman. and everybody's watching us. sogo dah tutup!! kitorang tak sedar. hehehehe .
so that's my saturday! had a wonderful saturday. hope for a wonderful weekends ahead :)
currenlty listening to patty smyth & don harley sometimes love just ain't enough
Friday, November 2, 2007
yayaya thanks dell
yayey! thanks to dear dell! now i dah dpt new idea for my fyp proposal no 3. :D happy smiling ear to ear. baru teringat that i love coffee! so why dont i do something about coffee ? hehehe.. yes i love coffee. salu org ltak byk sugar in their black coffee. ops i loveblack coffee jer bkn white coffee. i usually letak i sachet of sugar, err 3/4 kot. or 1 teaspoon of sugar. once i rdered black coffee i said bubuh 1 sudu gula ok? dtg jer coffee tuh rasa manis. mesti dia buh tablespoon bkn teaspoon ni. wahh tabbes nyer.
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