aidiladha 2008

hari raya again.. this time raya haji with my baby. despite of the 3 hrs stuck in the car in gua musang, due to massive traffic jam ( caused by the landslide ) we had so much fun going home for raya. but unfortunately i didnt get to do my project cos i couldnt find the video camera. argh.. solittle time left.4 weeks to go! before the final presentation. makin dekat time nak final presentation ni.. makin takut.. makin cuak.. yet.. makin happy gak.. cos makin dekat nak grad :) yay!!! tapi at the same time.. umur makin meningkat satu tahun lagi jugak!!! hujung2 thn ni, mcm2 la benda nak pk. kawen? tiba2 jer topic tuh keluar. salunyer, kawen tuh bkn topic yg bes nak pk. tak terasa nak pk pon.. at least for the next 2 yrs? 3 yrs? tp tetiba ter pk pasal kawen. sbb umur dh makin tua ke? atau.. sbb in a few wks, im gonna be free? free kebendenyer.. at least tak kene bebel dah kot. hahahahaha.. abah ckp dah grad kang bole pakai apa saja. hahahahahha!!

kawen is a sensitive topic, yet interesting. tipula kalau seminggu takde cite topik kawen ni dgn kawan2 seperjuangan. being an exstudent of one of the top girls boarding school, our mind has been set yg we're all cream of the cream.. we're all the best in our league. therefore we should get the best.. including the best partner. so some of us set a high standard for their partner to be. even me! but at the end of the day , the person i ended up with didnt even reach 60% of the standard i set. some parents dorang sendiri set the standard for their children's spouses. tp sebenarnye mana yg penting.. ikot hati atau to be rational.. is it my fault if i fall for someone yg tak reach even 50% of the standard i set. or maybe.. universal standard??