cold day

its a cold and hot day. mana satu tah. tp yg pastinya hari ni takde mood. feel sick. nak demam. huu. keje tak siap2 lagi ni. mcm mana nak buat mlm ni, sgt takde mood nih. i got up this morning, with a nw feeling. not sure, wether this feeling is real or not. but i hope its just a thot. nothing more than that. neway, frens keep asking me, bila nak kawen .. bila nak kawen.. its not the time yet. rasa nya, now is the time for me to do what i wanted to do but didnt get the chance to do it. good thing la! bkn la nak enjoy2, of cos person like me dah byk enjoy kot. agak aa. still, there are few things yg i didnt get to do yet. later on.. baru fikir mcm mana. plus, kambing baru start his job. its gonna take a couple of yrs at least to be where he wants to be at. and me too, maybe. or shd i say, takde calon? hahahah tak senonoh a ni. in my opinion, eventho u have a bf or gf.. doesnt mean that they want to marry u. right? so selagi dorang lom propose, selagi tuh kita takde calon!! cuma ada bf jer kot.. and even if theyve proposed to us, doesnt mean that we want them... right? the decision is in our hand, not men's . ok nak balik la.. dah kol 6. once again asik tersedu2 having digestion problem arghhh