takdir

i always have this thought.. if Allah wants it to be this way.. things will go this way. If He wants it that way, then it will go that way. no matter how hard u try or u do, nothing can change that. same goes to our destiny. say youre in a relationship. u love ur other half so much that ud do anything for him/her. yes, they love u too in return. but at the end of the story, are u gonna be with him for the rest of ur life? noone knows. say, u both broke up. and have couple of bf's gfs after that. but at the end of the story, u both end up with each other n have kids together. that's called destiny. no matter how much u try to avoid it to run away from it, u'll end up as what Allah wants u to be. kita hanya merancang, tapi Tuhan tentukan. That's the reason why i dont bother much about love. i just wanna be happy. fikir byk ni sakit hati je kan?? pening kepala .. but sometimes the hormones beat me. hahahaha.
love? adalah gak dulu.. but i decided to let it go. lepas baca2 balik articles on love. i realized that's the only period of time where love strucked me the way the articles say. but why did i let it go? sbb takdir tuh hanya Tuhan tahu. and.. it's hard being me. i come with a package.

note : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SOPHIE !