new year resolution

2009 is only a couple of days way.. yet some of us have already made plans for the whole year. i've also made my own plans.
my new year's resolution -

1. buy new car.. cheap saja.. takde duit :)
2. save money byk2
3. ****** ( rahsia )
4. ****** ( rahsia )
5. get a vacum cleaner for me to clean the whole house
6. get a cat??
7. be a better person

merry x mas part 2

yes, merry xmas again!

it's xmas and tv ni takde tayang cerita bes malam2 ni. pelik betul. siang tadi ada la cerita bes. dah malam ni tak ada pulak. suruh org tido, i guess. and me alone at home having cherry berry.. terrible betolla. i have a lot of dvds that i havent watched. but currently not in the mood for dvd. i was chatting with my old fren, we were talking bout food. haihhh... nak makan rotiboy plakk lama tak makan.. and dominoss.. and jco.. terok ahh!!

merry xmas!!

sad xmas this year..
1 . dahla takde cuti panjang mcm thn lepas ..
2 . gaji belom masuk..
3 . bonus intai2 pon tak ada gak nih.
4 . kambing plak as usual, holiday eve ginih keje la dia.
5 . geng gossip plak blk kampung! arghh minggu yg sangap betol tak dpt gossip nih.
6 . xmas eve nih takde plan plak tuh! sape nak go lepak jom!
7 . keje lom siap :(
8 . teringin nak makan dominos...

i'm tagged!!

Tagging Game

THREE NAMES THAT FRIEND CALL YOU
didi
rabby
r*****


THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE
081081 - my birthday
230705 - baby's birthday
110579 - kambing's birthday


THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
shopping hehehehe
do something with kambing n frens
holiday


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW
deeper conversation - yuna
casablanca
bau - warkah


THREE PERSON YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST
my ex bf
she used to be my good fren - antot
fila (beb!! bila ko habis cuti ni.. bosan gila la tak bergosippp)


THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
a brand new 4 mil bungalow - sapela org kaya nak bagi ni..
new bmw 1 serie - i'm pretty simple
unlimited cash??


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
watching tv
movies
sleep


THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
europe
LA
bandung :)


THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTER
im not into cartoon or anime :)


THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO
tesco
sunway pyramid
ioi


THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
murni's special mango juice
orange juice
milo ais


THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG
handphone
keys
cards


THREE FAVORITE COLOURS
pink
purple
brown


TOP THREE FOODS YOU LOVE SO MUCH
unagi kabayaki
smoked salmon
ikan bakar


TOP THREE 'THINGS' SPECIAL TO YOU
my new tv :)
my phone ? ( dah buruk dah phone... takde org nak sponsor ker)
all my pillows


TOP THREE ATTITUDES YOU LIKE
humour
responsible
smart


TOP THREE FACES YOU LIKE
deanna yusof
tom cruise
baby


THREE THINGS YOU'LL BE DOING TOMORROW
work
work
lepak - it's xmas! jom lepak


TOP THREE WHY YOU ARE BUSY AT THIS TIME
some things
some things
some things

I'M TAGGING:
fila
bzz
nana

aidiladha 2008

hari raya again.. this time raya haji with my baby. despite of the 3 hrs stuck in the car in gua musang, due to massive traffic jam ( caused by the landslide ) we had so much fun going home for raya. but unfortunately i didnt get to do my project cos i couldnt find the video camera. argh.. solittle time left.4 weeks to go! before the final presentation. makin dekat time nak final presentation ni.. makin takut.. makin cuak.. yet.. makin happy gak.. cos makin dekat nak grad :) yay!!! tapi at the same time.. umur makin meningkat satu tahun lagi jugak!!! hujung2 thn ni, mcm2 la benda nak pk. kawen? tiba2 jer topic tuh keluar. salunyer, kawen tuh bkn topic yg bes nak pk. tak terasa nak pk pon.. at least for the next 2 yrs? 3 yrs? tp tetiba ter pk pasal kawen. sbb umur dh makin tua ke? atau.. sbb in a few wks, im gonna be free? free kebendenyer.. at least tak kene bebel dah kot. hahahahaha.. abah ckp dah grad kang bole pakai apa saja. hahahahahha!!

kawen is a sensitive topic, yet interesting. tipula kalau seminggu takde cite topik kawen ni dgn kawan2 seperjuangan. being an exstudent of one of the top girls boarding school, our mind has been set yg we're all cream of the cream.. we're all the best in our league. therefore we should get the best.. including the best partner. so some of us set a high standard for their partner to be. even me! but at the end of the day , the person i ended up with didnt even reach 60% of the standard i set. some parents dorang sendiri set the standard for their children's spouses. tp sebenarnye mana yg penting.. ikot hati atau to be rational.. is it my fault if i fall for someone yg tak reach even 50% of the standard i set. or maybe.. universal standard??

hari raya aidilfitri 2008

2008 aidilfitri didn't go well like aidilfitri i had before. raya without my baby. and kene cirit birit on the first day of raya. itula beraya tak ingat dunia. semua rumah mkn nasi minyak. sudahnya smpai hr ahad doksakit perot. aduhhhh.. act today baca online the star. found this great article by dina zaman. thot she's still with tv3.. paste sinije ek article tuh

Why do men take second wives?

A WRITER'S LIFE
By DINA ZAMAN

Polygamy has nothing to do with culture or religion. Men, and women too, cheat because they can.

WHEN a male friend told me he planned on taking a second wife, all I could do was try not to choke on dinner. Are you serious, I asked. He said yes, he had fallen in love with a single mother, but it was not his fate to marry her.

Thinking it was perhaps due her compassion, her earnest desire to bring up her sprogs in a Godly way and that life was indeed a struggle, I choked on my dessert when my friend told me the first thing he noticed about her was that she owned a great set of jugs.

Now, my friend takes his religious obligations very seriously. His first wife wears the hijab. So to hear him admit that it was his paramour’s cleavage that caught his heart was quite shocking.

It was due to women like me, whose so-called Western, secular and feminist ideas of polygamy that pushed it underground. I then asked him, whether his equally-pious wife agreed to him taking on another wife, and he said no. She gave him an earful.

But our friend was on a roll. Now that his journey into polygamy was thwarted, it was all our fault. We modern Malay women, be they religious or not, were forcing men like him to marry in Thailand or Iran, where they practised nikah Muta’ah.

He was emulating the steps of our good Prophet Mohamed, he argued.

“You have got your Islamic history upside down! Nabi married war widows, and his first wife was older than he. Aishah was the youngest. And I don’t think our Prophet married any woman because she had great breasts!”

“You don’t understand.”

“Okay then. Why don’t you sell your car and take a camel to work then?”

I’m realistic. I know men who adore their wives and love them to bits, but they can still love their mistresses and other wives. Am I condoning affairs and polygamy? No. But this happens. It has nothing to do with Islam or being Malay, though polygamy is part of the culture.

We’re Asians. We have a long history of concubinage. There are good men who are faithful, and there are good men who have other wives. There are also bad men who are faithful and also bad men who are unfaithful.

Just like our politics, love in Malaysia is a circus. Weeee!

I’m not going to bore you with what polygamy in Islam is about, as it has been written before and talked about to death. Women’s rights activists have long fought for this “crime” to be illegal, but we face a tough fight. Sometimes it’s not the men who are itching for it, but yes, our gender, too.

In the 80s, when I was young and clueless, meeting mistresses and second or third wives would be sinful and against my principles.

These days? “Oh, you’re a mistress?” “Oh, you’re a hidden wife?” Yawn. Wear tudung or mini skirt, got. Educated or stupid, got. Some of our mothers are The Other Women, and are good mothers. So how?

Is this phenomenon particular to our culture? Oh no. Read the British newspapers. Mistressing is talked about to death in feminist columns.

But I thought after that dinner with my friend, I’d revisit the issue again. Some of the findings from my five-sen survey:

> Theoretically ... polygamy is OK. But must ikut hukum Allah lah. There are conditions.

> Ya, but… actually, kan, for career women like us, it does work. Nak jaga laki 24 jam … gue tak larat la. Biar bini nombor satu jaga. After all, in Islam, polygamous wives are taken care of legally. Better a Muslim second wife than a common law wife.

> But really. Think about it. Convenient, what. You see him once a week, makan once a week, have sex once a week...

> Sex once a week?! Baik tak yah jadi bini nombor dua macam tu! Chit. Once a week mana cukup?!

Why do men cheat? Again, just an observation dwelled upon by friends and myself. For a lot of polygamous men, they marry good women who fit their criteria of holiness, wifeliness and motherhood.

Intimacy between the men and their wives are perfunctory. It’s make-the-baby-cover-the-face sex. With their girlfriends and second wives, it’s Penthouse all the way, baby. It’s the soul thing.

At least this is what I got from talking to quite a number of married men. It’s not because of the first wives’ lack of trying; they want to have healthy intimate lives, but the bees in their husbands’s bonnets keep reminding the men of the Madonna-Whore syndrome.

Malaysia is not a place for single women desiring Hollywood-movie type of marriages and love. KL especially is a city for marriages and affairs. And it has nothing to do with money. There are rich men who cheat, and I know of a despatch boy who has two wives!

There are many single-again women like my friends and I, who still believe in marriage and love. But I can tell you, should we walk down that path again one day, we’re going down it with our eyes open and keep a part of our hearts to ourselves. Because you never know.

Perhaps my friend, an activist who makes a living entering and staying in war zones, is right.

“We have women like you, me, your mother, your aunt and friend who fight so hard for women and children and yet face a brick wall, simply because we ‘understand’ so much, and forgive all the time, which is why cheating, affairs and polygamy are rampant, to the detriment or contribution (depends how you look at it) of our well-being,” says my friend.

Another friend, Sharizal Sharaani, put it succinctly: “Men (and, yes, women too) cheat because they can. Full stop.”

The writer still believes in love and marriage and wants to move to Corfu

anyway, sgt menarik article tuh. and im also against polygamy.

my birthday!

tomorrow is my birthday.

daging dendeng!! nasi lemak!! rojak singapore !!

yayy!! telah mendapat resepi baru. daging dendeng.. uuu sgt enak sekali.. tak sabar nak test buat. teringat masa kat sekolah dulu2. lauk fevret semua org ialah daging dendeng. pulaktuh dining hall nyer resepi nih, tere betul org yg nyusunnya. daging dendeng dgn lauk kubis masak lemak.. huuu sedap betol la kan tuh. kalau hari lauk daging dendeng tuh konpem semua org serbu awal2 dining hall tuh takut lauk habis. tp kalau ikan jeket?? haih.. berapa kerat je nampak muka. lama gila tak mkn daging dendeng. 10thn dah!! nasi lemak pon sama hot item kat dining hall dulu. hari sabtu bole bgn seawal 6 pagi? 7 pagi? semata mata kerana nasi lemak tu. kalau gi awal bole amik sambal lebih,ikan bilis lebih, termasukla telur lebih. pulak tuh, boleh dpt nasi lemak yg part santan lemak2 dia bykkkkk tuh.. uihh menyelerakan betol lah. padanla budak2 sume gemok je zmn2 tuu.

rojak singapore

ni satu lagi fevret kat skola dulu. kat kantin every saturday evening. kene gi awal kantin tuh, kol 6 ke.. kalau lambat kol 8 gituh mmg penuh dah dgn kanak2 berpusu2 nak beli rojak singapore. tataula apa yg sedapnya. tp mmg ketagih betul. dah lama nak try buat tp tak terpk plak nak cari resepi kat internet. dok tanya org jer kejenyer hahahaha. hr ni br jumpa resepi kat internet nih :D

baju raya belom tempah

arghhh!! belom tempah baju rayaa :(

work and love

i love myself. i do things that i love now. and i love my life now far better than the life i had before. i was so different than i am now. i am more confident with myself cos i know i am better than some other people. yes, im a bit loud now. there's one period of my lifetime that i really hate cos i've completely lost my ownself. fortunately i've found my way back and thanks to those whove helped me along the way. the smallest thing that i notice now is that i love to sing. i always sing in the car even if im not alone. yes, everybody has their own problem and i also have my own problems. but im still ok.

i love my work now. even tho im not getting much pay, but im happy. money isnt everything. yes we need money. but when we dont have that much money like the rich ppl has, as long as we're happy, we will surely be able to overcome our problem. things will go our way. love? love isnt everything. as long as im happy. to some ppl, when they love someone, they will try their very best to make the relationship work. but i dont want to think it that way. love is an experience. it's like a pitstop. we will never know the ending of our story. some ppl would think seriously how their relationship is going to end. in my opinion, does it matter? everybody has their dream partner. i know i have one. someone who is totally different from me, a good man. but our jodoh has been written long time before we're born. i dont know who am i going to end up with. that's why i never regret to live my life this way.

answers to the personality test

question 1
your answers will represent the most important things in ur life :
boatman stands for career/financial
priest stands for religion
rapist stands for sex
bf stands for love.
so say if ur answer is
1 boatman, 2 priest 3 bf 4 rapist
that means the most important thing in life is career/financial, 2nd religion, 3rd love 4th sex.

question 2
if u choose the small n fat vase means when u love someone, u love them for who they are. for no reason. if u choose the slim tall vase, u love someone for the qualities u find in them. such as their attitude, personality, financial etc..

the mummy - tomb of the dragon

at last i got the chance to watch the mummy. last week i went to ioi late very late cos kambing as usual hbs keje lambat. and tickets sold out. so yesterday at last dpt juga tgk the mummy. and the mummy was so great :) i love it.

questions of the day

2 nights ago, me and kambing's frens hanged out around sunway. and a girl came with these questions. i wont reveal my answer here.

1. there's a man who has been captured in a prison on an island. then his gf loved him so much, she wanted to rescue him. so she went to a boatman and asked the boatman to take her to the island. but the boatman didnt ask for money. he'll take her to the island but the must take off her clothes. so she did.
when she reached the island and naked, she found a priest and asked the priest to help her. the priest said. " no, ur the devil! go away!" and the priest ran away. then she found a man who were unfortunately a rapist. and she was raped. after that she reached the prison n managed to save her bf.
when they returned back to the main land, she told her bf every single thing about her journey to save her bf. and her bf dumped her.
so, now who's the meanest person? among the boatman, priest, rapist and bf.
1.meanest -
2. 2nd meanest -
3. 3rd meanest -
4. least mean -

ur answer will reveal ur personality.

2. imagine u're in the dark room. and u went into a white room, and the light was so bright.. there's a table in the room. on the table, there are 2 vases. 1 is small and fat. one is tall and slim. which one would u pick?

after dpt jawapan questions nih kan, i think ade gak yg betol.. and when i know kambing's answer.. hahahahaha.. is it.. ?? u can ask ur bf/gf these questions. oh and keep the answer to urself hahahaha!!

ill post the answer later

women in their late 20s and early 30s

bebiri: kalo kebaya2 aku
bebiri: seme loose lg
sang arnab: danboobs semakin besar n bontot besar
bebiri: ke sbb material
sang arnab: sbb gembira
bebiri: bontot x naik ok
bebiri: boobs jer
sang arnab: skrg ko gembira kot
sang arnab: :P
bebiri: ke sbb aku semakin tua
sang arnab: boobs aku naik sbb aku stop amik family planning injection th
sang arnab: eh
sang arnab: kalau tua boobs kau jatuh
bebiri: bukan TUA
bebiri: matured
sang arnab: oo ok
sang arnab: :D
bebiri: woman looks the best
bebiri: bile in early thirties
bebiri: kate j****
sang arnab: siries kerrr
bebiri: yup
bebiri: late 20s
sang arnab: eh kau loks the best ke skrf
bebiri: time blooming
bebiri: time paling sbur
sang arnab: adekah aku look the best skrg
sang arnab:
bebiri: j**** laa ckp
bebiri: aku tatau btol ke tak
bebiri: :)
sang arnab: nih nak kene mensurfni
sang arnab: ade ke teori sebegituh
sang arnab: kalau yer aku berbangga menjadi late 20s reaching 30s
sang arnab: :))
sang arnab: ko tau kenaper
sang arnab: sbb most of these women dah kawen
sang arnab: happy la dgn life, ada anak2
sang arnab: one more
sang arnab: ko tgk most pempuan dah kawen bontot besar la
sang arnab: boobs besar la
sang arnab: sbb dah kawen aa
sang arnab: takde bdn kurus2 takde bontot mcm dulu
sang arnab: and pempuan late 20s ni dah start risau psl bdn, wrinkles n all so doran gstat jaga kulit, mkn jamu la pebende jaga bdn..
bebiri: bontot aku beso sgt ke

ikan keli

yesterday i bought 3 ikan keli. konon nak masak la. kedai tuh jual ikan keli hidup. so jadinye dia sembelih2 dan siang kat situh la kan siap buang insang sume laa. then on my way home, ikan tuh menggelepar dlm plastik kat belakang. bolehtak?? scary ok! sbb i kinna scared? to the fish?? tak.. geli kot.. actually tkt dia sengat2 ke ape. then balik rumah, i hold the plastic yg ada ikan keli tuh. OMG, imagine la ikan tuh menggelepar2 tetiba dlm plastik. mau tercampak jugak ikan tuh di baling nanti. so balik rumah, bersih2kan, rendam dlm air asam dan limau nipis. tp ikan tuh very slimey la. geli betol nak pegang. end of the story.. ikan tuh belom dimasak pon. adadlm fridge, br letak garam kunyit hahaha.. tetiba ade change of plan ;)

the dark knight

went to the movies last week, n watched the dark knight. rugi2 sbb on wednesday kat ioi mall tuh rm6 je the dark knight! nway. it's not as good as the trailer. it is a good movie.. tp lama sgt sampai dok tungu bila nak habis nii bila nak habis ni. dah jadi bosan tgk cite tuh.
ok gi class dulu :) enjoy the movie folks!

takdir

i always have this thought.. if Allah wants it to be this way.. things will go this way. If He wants it that way, then it will go that way. no matter how hard u try or u do, nothing can change that. same goes to our destiny. say youre in a relationship. u love ur other half so much that ud do anything for him/her. yes, they love u too in return. but at the end of the story, are u gonna be with him for the rest of ur life? noone knows. say, u both broke up. and have couple of bf's gfs after that. but at the end of the story, u both end up with each other n have kids together. that's called destiny. no matter how much u try to avoid it to run away from it, u'll end up as what Allah wants u to be. kita hanya merancang, tapi Tuhan tentukan. That's the reason why i dont bother much about love. i just wanna be happy. fikir byk ni sakit hati je kan?? pening kepala .. but sometimes the hormones beat me. hahahaha.
love? adalah gak dulu.. but i decided to let it go. lepas baca2 balik articles on love. i realized that's the only period of time where love strucked me the way the articles say. but why did i let it go? sbb takdir tuh hanya Tuhan tahu. and.. it's hard being me. i come with a package.

note : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SOPHIE !

another story

i found this somewhere. this girl has a bf. they both are happy with their relationship. but then every relationship has ups and downs. once the bf ada scandal lain.. for few months jugak. and the girl notice the bf dah berubah sikit. so diorang gaduh gak sekejap. then the bf wanted to make it up with his gf. but ended up the bf kantoi he had a scandal and the scandal left him for other guy. and the gf was very nice , gave him a 2nd chance.

to be continued ..

journey to the center of the earth

i just wish i get to join trevor's journey to the center of the earth. and kutip all the diamonds and rubies. arghh.. byk betol budak kecik sean tuh kutip diamonds tuh. jeles betol..
we wanted to watch the dark night. tp show tuh pkol 9.20 . paling cepat is journey to the center of the earth. and u know what, ticket for dark night is only rm6 kat ioi on wednesday! damn!even kat cineleisure tuh, harga tak turun kalau new movies nih. ramai betol beratur nak tgk dark night last nite. rasa mcm rugi plak tak beli tiket dark night. n kambing tak sudah complain.. rugii rugii.. next show is 12.20. ahh malas la nak tunggu.

journey to the center of the earth is about the scientists who believe in vernien's theory. they read the book"journey to the center of the earth". ramai org tak percaya buku tuh. but in the end, when trevor and sean and hannah pegi jumpa tpt tuh betol2 sama mcm dlm buku tuh, then diorang percaya la.

cold day

its a cold and hot day. mana satu tah. tp yg pastinya hari ni takde mood. feel sick. nak demam. huu. keje tak siap2 lagi ni. mcm mana nak buat mlm ni, sgt takde mood nih. i got up this morning, with a nw feeling. not sure, wether this feeling is real or not. but i hope its just a thot. nothing more than that. neway, frens keep asking me, bila nak kawen .. bila nak kawen.. its not the time yet. rasa nya, now is the time for me to do what i wanted to do but didnt get the chance to do it. good thing la! bkn la nak enjoy2, of cos person like me dah byk enjoy kot. agak aa. still, there are few things yg i didnt get to do yet. later on.. baru fikir mcm mana. plus, kambing baru start his job. its gonna take a couple of yrs at least to be where he wants to be at. and me too, maybe. or shd i say, takde calon? hahahah tak senonoh a ni. in my opinion, eventho u have a bf or gf.. doesnt mean that they want to marry u. right? so selagi dorang lom propose, selagi tuh kita takde calon!! cuma ada bf jer kot.. and even if theyve proposed to us, doesnt mean that we want them... right? the decision is in our hand, not men's . ok nak balik la.. dah kol 6. once again asik tersedu2 having digestion problem arghhh

get smart ppl!

get smart sgt bes and we laughed mcm takde org kat keliling, rasa mcm tgk movie kat rumah jer. oo kelakar sgt ke sampai begitu sekali?? hehehe.. sebbaik sempat dpt tiket, tgk kat screen dah full, luckily we asked the person at the counter tgv tuh. sambil mkn popcorn sambil baling2 popcorn. aih perang popcorn agaknyer nnt.

nway, today me n bebiri were talking about how ur eating behaviour reflects your behaviour in bed. uhuu hahaha.. kalau mkn gelojoh2 tuh, means ure gelojoh on bed ( omg ) if u makan mcm teratur.. slow2.. lemah lembut.. then. that's how u are in bed . ok tamat cerita.
then, i dah tak jumpa nestum peket2 mcm yg i used to buy dulu mase my early mmu days. now dia ada nesvita, changed to nesvita. tp tak sedap, dah tak pekat mcm dulu, n tawar, n creamer dia mcm tak sebati jer.. tak bes lah! ohh i miss nestum dulu2 la..

im so excited about the whole 10 yrs gathering thing. lama tak jumpa kawan2 skola lama. dah 10 yrs tinggal sekolah ni. but unfortunately ramai yg tak dpt dtg. eventho dah confirm tarikh like 3 mths ago? takpela, takde rezeki, maybe next 10 yrs baru bole buat gath lagi. but from the list of ppl yg confirm dtg, most of them adalah org2 yg biasa attend our frens weddings, or everyyr puasa gathering. means kita semua jumpa org2 yg sama jer. apa nak buat bebiri.. balik2 jumpa kau jugakkk .. tp tuh la, me myself sendiri ade yg baru teringat kawan2 yg itu yg ini. baru nak bgtau. but nasib baikla tetiba teringat. kalau tak dorang tatau langsung tak dtg. means ade gak few yg mmg langsung 10 yrs tak jumpa. yg tak dtg tuh, mostly theyre not in malaysia la. tgh amik phd ke.. or keje overseas.. besnye kan.. agak2 bole dpt tak gi belaja oversea gak ek?? tinggi cita2. assignment ni tak buat2 lagi.

ops its 6! i wanna go home and sleep :)

kisah bontot lagi

last lasturday me n bebiri went to our exschoolmate's wedding in shah alam. it's held in kelab shah alam. that was my first time going there, its an old building. once u step into the club, u'll feel like ure in grandfather's house hehehe. but the place is big, i like the wooden stairs :)
bebiri came to pick me up and we were talking about bontot in the car, ahh bontot again . we've completely forgotten that we have kambing sitting at the back. bebiri was saying that she can't fit into her mum's kain baju kebaya. but she can wear the baju kebaya. pelik kan? cos i thot org zmn dolu2 have big butts :) if u watch p ramlee movies, have u ever noticed that the ladies have bontot besar? but bebiri ckp noo, pinggang ramping bkn bontot besar. which one is true? and i notice married women ade bontot besar. why aa?? 18sx .. hehe. they need bontot besar to deliver baby nanti kot.. i guess.. and somebody told me long time ago, bontot besar baby senang keluar. its just an assumption, tp tataula betol ke tak teori nih. tak buat research plak.

tomorrow is movie day! hope we get to watch get smart. everybody's talking about it. so jom try :)

movie nite! WANTED

last nite i watched WANTED ! the movie was awesome! i didnt plan to watch it in the beginning. i actually had to go to cyberjaya to pay deposit for our school gath and thought i might just go home dinner and sleep. but then kambing called me and ajak tgk movie cos yesterday dia off and he was bored at home. pung pang pung pang, i reached home after 8. took a quick shower n off to ikea for meatballs before 9. luckily we got there around 9. waaa i drove so fast aa. reached ikea in 20 minutes only! cos 9.30 restaurant dorang tutup. and we got the meatballs!! we've been craving for the meatballs for so long... then we went to cineleisure tp tgk2 dah tutup. baru 10.30! so we went straight to sunway pyramid and bought the 11.45 WANTED. and the movie was awesome. pls pls pls dont ever miss the first 5 minutes. the beginning of the movie. yes, it's a bit tahyul la cos so like matrix la kan... but who cares!! ppl loves over actions like that. something that you'll say huyyyoooo..
so im not gonna tell the whole story here. but i know angelina jolie's action movies are good. ive been waiting for this movie since early this yr :)

bontot

sang arnab: eh tp akurasa lengan aku je nmpk besar kan dlm gamba tuh
sang arnab: seb takde gambabontot
bebiri: kalo nmpk bontot
sang arnab:mmg aku noticepon lengan aku besar
sang arnab: :((
bebiri: aku rase kalah aku kottt
sang arnab: ahhh belom tentu
sang arnab: belom ukur belum tahu
sang arnab: :))
bebiri: utk size ko
bebiri: aku rase
bebiri: ko dah agak chubby beb
bebiri: dulu ko ngam2 jer
sang arnab: ye ke
sang arnab: oh tidak...
bebiri: ko dah mcm aku
bebiri: ahahahahahha
sang arnab: hmm
sang arnab: masih sempat utk kurus
bebiri: hahahahah
bebiri: motivated laa sgt
bebiri: :P
sang arnab: aku dah kurang mkn nasi
sang arnab: kalau dulu ko imaginela penuh gila pinggan aku mkn
sang arnab: habis lak tuh!!!
sang arnab: skrg aku dah kurang
sang arnab: tak tambah2 dah
sang arnab: :D
bebiri: ahahaha
bebiri: bagus bagus
sang arnab: tp bontot aku still besar
sang arnab: tp aku rasa aku suke :))
sang arnab: seksi per
sang arnab: hahaha bodonyer
bebiri: ahahahahah
sang arnab: yer la
sang arnab: dulu **** salu kutuk akutakdebontot tauuu
bebiri: bontot mantap tape
sang arnab: ckp akutulang je
bebiri: lentik bak kate *****
sang arnab: skrg aku ade bontot
sang arnab: haahhaa
sang arnab: o
sang arnab: ko bontot lentikker
sang arnab: :))
bebiri: bontot lentik laaa kan
bebiri: ***** ckp lentik
bebiri: kalo beso je x lentik
bebiri: tade makneeee
bebiri: :))
bebiri: ****** pon ckp bontot aku besss
bebiri: sbb kalo hug waist
bebiri: tgn tu cam terletak jer
bebiri: ade cushion support
sang arnab: ceh
bebiri: hahahahah
bebiri: tah pape
sang arnab: geli aku membabcanyer
sang arnab: :))
bebiri: hahahahahha
bebiri: =))

have u ever been in love?

taken from my old blog ( 4 yrs back )

" Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask you for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you and leaves you crying in the darkness...It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and- rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." - Neil Gaiman

everything's true.. but eventho i hate love, i still enjoy love. it's like living in uur dreams. taking all the chances of happiness

jiwang jiwang la la la ~~

:: We come to love not by finding the perfect person, But by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly ::
:: A million words would not bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried ::
:: When I met you I was afraid to like you. When I liked you, I was afraid to love you. And now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you ::
:: If you were to die 100 days from now, I would want to die 99 days from now so I wouldn't have to live a day without you ::
:: If you love someone, let them go. If they return to you, it was meant to be. If they don't, their love was never yours to begin with... ::
:: We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives ::
:: Truly loving another means letting go of all expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood ::
:: Sometimes you need to let go, even when it may hurt you more than any other pain in the world ::

little miss

little miss, good morning!
little miss! is it in my share docs?
little miss!

thats me. my boss has been calling me that since the past few months, probably becos im the smallest here.
boss 1 : little miss
boss 2 : hey don't call her little miss. she's not little anymore. she's big now
me : yeah, i'm fat now..

true, ive gained weight.. around 5 kilos? hahaha. last time no matter how much i eat, i wouldnt be this fat. now i can no longer wear my jeans. its 2 size bigger now!! even my baju pon cam alamak, ketat! but im happy, and gaining weight shows that im happy.

enuff bout the weight. i want to try new recipe next month. getting new cooking book. want to buy new dress but unfortunately its not the time for shopping cos ive to settle lotsa debts this month, rental, bills blabla.. our 10 years gathering is coming up. on 19th july. we've left school for 10 years. just now went to the tshirtprinter to ask for the printing price. told the taukey im ptinting the tshirt for 10 yrs gath. he laughed at me, asking my age. said that i look 18. hahahaha. i can be 18! i dontmind hehe

enveluv.com and menu for tonite

i found out about this website end of last yr, masa jalan2 around MMU. well the project is owned by mmu grads. the concept is, u choose a card from the website and fill out the particulars. then they will send the real card to the recipients. isnt that fantastic! and its FREE ! i think yes because i dont have to pening2 kepala pilih kad kat kedai since there are only few choices in the website. plus i dont have to q to buy stamps at the post office, betol tak? yet, we still get to suprise to our loved ones :) gila kaya dorang nih kan?? bagi kad free2 jer.. maybe for the time being la kot. later when they have more choices kene bayarla kot. so apakata selagi dia free kita guna je kad yg ada ni hehe.


MENU for tonite?

hm.. guess going for lasagna hooreyy. letih aa hari2 nak kene pk nak masak apa. but the best thing is i get to cook la. its good to have someone around who'll eat whatever ure cooking. kalau dok sorang2, hari2 makan maggi la jawabnya sbb nak masak nnt sape nak makan. takkan makan sorang pon nak masak bes2. tak logik betull.. especially for a person who enjoys cooking like me. well i guess i'll save the lasagna for tomorrow. lama n leceh nak wat dia la.. masak lama gila. so esok bole msk lasagna. n today masak apa plak?? aish.. buat quick lasagna la ok gak.

birthdays

i am very bad at birthdays.. very very bad at celebrating birthdays. cos i can easily remember phone numbers, but not dates.. once, i dumped my ex bf on his birthday eve. even my bestfriends' birthdays pon salu lupa. everybody remembers my birthday. apa nak buat. my bad. yes.. mmg i dah prepare dah for his birthday, ive some plans... waiting for the time to execute it. unfortunately .. my bad.. there's nothing i can do. afterwards, none of you should remember my birthday cos i dont remember other's except for baby.. i pnah tak igt besday sendiri ok! i mean, tak sedar that day was birthday. and for those yg i dont remember their birthdays, im so so sorry. i think things will be better if there's no birthday celebrations.

IRON MAN

me and kambing went to watch Iron Man the movie on tuesday. tgk kat IOI mall jer, near, fuel saving, toll saving, time saving and it's cheaper! but overall the Iron Man was a blast! usually heroes ni handsome2 kan.. but this hero tak handsome pon. just an ordinary nerd look i think. and old! tp kalau tua mcm richard gere lain plak kan.. george clooney ke.. tp ni tua tak hensem! boleh la.. but he was amazing in the movie sbb sgt tere.. bole buat robot from scraps! within few days jer! gila la taklogik iron man nih. tapi takper, i wish i can wear the suit hehehehe sbb cantik n sgt bes.

oh i have few movie tips here
1. watch movies after 2 weeks launched , u'll get cheaper price
2. watch before 6 pm weekdays, yes it's cheaper too n senang dpt tiket
3. don't go during weekends, mahal! mcm kat sunway pyramid tuh mau 12 ringgit sorang. dahla single seat jer hampas..
4. watch movies on wednesday :) i always go to the movies on wednesdays kat Cineleisure Damansara. kalau movie yg dah pas 2 weeks screened tuh rm7 jer for couple seat! do u guys know about this??
5. don't go to big malls like KLCC, Midvalley, gardens, pavillion to watch movies. obviously la higher rate. go to some smaller place near ur home such as Leisure Mall, Summit, IOI Mall and blablabla.. cheaper and jarang sold out.
6. please check movie screen time kat internet or newspaper or phone before pegi cinema. hari tuh tgk ironman, sampai sana pukul 3 tp movie start pukul 4.50!!

it's may! and june's coming. so are the good movies. check your planner and save your wednesdays for movies.

gila lama tak update mcm byk benda nak cerita. Last week me, kambing, nunu, moshi2 and BK went to hartamas, yes.. after minum iceblended dan cheesecake dan kenyang gila sambil bergelak ketaawa tak ingat kat starbucks IOI. masih ade hati nak makan lagi nih?? haish haishhh.. after late dinner we went to the breakers main foosball. mcm tuh ke eja?? nway that was my first time. and sgt bes! girls vs guys . kitorang girls la menang kan.. bising je kat situ kitorang menjerit2 dan melompat katak.

my birthday wish list :)

at the moment, i have few things that i really want to do and to have. in order to get what i wanna do i need to have few things.

1. a new expensive microwave oven which can do all kind of cookings ( sayang, r u getting this for me? )
2. shopping spree!! and holiday
3. live happily ever after
4. get great job
5. cooking books! a lot of them, for cakes, cookies, mediterranean , mexican, traditional malay, chinese foods, anti ageing food ( yes i found it in a bookstore )
6. a car??
7. be with my baby and my sayang

im trapped!

i used to love my well planned life. ive everything well planned till 5 years ahead. ive stated my plan in my first entry for this blog. tp last2.. tah la.. somebody, a fren came into my life and tell me its not wrong.. i wont get hurt.. my life would be ok. nothings gonna change. and i took him into my life.. and i treated him so good. that noone would ever believe that i never loved him. i asked him to give me some time.. from time to time he asked me wether i love him or not.. i said im sorry, no.. it takes time.. but what i never realized is that.. i dah sayang dia! lama.. maybe i was just too afraid to admit it.. cos i dont want to get hurt.. but recently i kept telling him that i love him now. he said, he doesnt love me the way he used to nmore. bole ke mcm tuh? and im hurt.. badly hurt inside.. that i can't handle this pain. how am igonna live? gonna study.. work? for the upcoming months?? does he ever know what he has done to my heart? to my life? to my future? to my plan? does he ever think of that before? i told him many times.. he wouldnt listen. and now he keeps on avoiding me.. never return my call nmore.. rarely sms me.. yes even a dumb person would notice the changes. i wish i never knew him in the beginning..

something i found years back.. on love

When we meet the right person to love when we're at the right place at the right time, that's chance. When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice. That's chance. Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who get together because of this) is not a choice. That's also chance. The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance. That's choice. When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's choice. Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive, smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate all the same, that's choice. Infatuation, crushes, attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. A choice that we make. Regarding soul-mates, there's a beautiful movie quote about this that I believe is so true: "Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen." I do believe that soul-mates do exist. That there is truly someone made for you. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not. We may meet our soul-mates by chance, but loving and staying with our soul-mates is still a choice we have to make. We become happy in love not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly...